my mother is a terrible person

if i ever get famous i need the people to find my dreamwidth and read about how awful of a human being my mother is. i've documented almost everything she has ever done to me for years, and just memories alone that are ever present.

the reason for this post dedicated to her is the fact that she can't log into her microsoft account on xbox. thats it. the account she's had since 2008 she can't log onto because she decided to never change her email address (which is her dead fathers). keep in mind everytime something bad happens she blames everyone else besides herself, to which ive had to bear the grunt of this since being a child. she couldn't log in despite the password being correct because microsoft LOVES to shove security down your throat because they're getting data breaches every 5 seconds. the number in the account isnt one she has, and whenever she tried to put the code in on the website it would give her an error message. i think this is just microsofts way of letting her know that her security needs to be updated, because it happened to me and i had to wait 30 days just for my number to be changed so i could log in. now, those 30 days were recently, because i only played on her xbox for BO6, because my xbox is missing the battery box (very outdated xbox one). but since i was playing it on gamepass which expired, i havent touched her xbox in months. 

but apparently because i "touch all her shit" this is my fault. because she doesn't know how to make sure her account which is so precious has a reliable email. so i tried to fill out the security form that microsoft gives you but she was complaining and freaking out that she already filled it out and to just not do anything, so i let her know not to blame me if she doesn't want my help. a couple of slams here and there and shes done. she stands outside my room and says, "you know what, you knew already. you already knew about my account. you didn't say anything until i found out, thats why you were being so nice to me." i was immediately enraged. in her mind, because i was being nice to her, like trying to watch a movie with her while she kept saying no and also getting her christmas gifts, that i had to compensate for this guilt of knowing her account was messed up???????? shes such a bad person that if someone is nice to her then they did something wrong and are compensating for it. that is so fucking insane on all levels of narcissism. i told her off and slammed my door in her face, literally asking if she was fucking serious whilst going off on how being nice is a bad thing, because shes ALWAYS ANGRY AT ME, so when i try to do things around the house she wont be mad at me. she is literally always mad at me, so i try to lessen that by making sure dishes are done, laundry is in, the house is clean, etc. but no. it is never enough. i am always fucking something up somehow. 

so after trying to help her i said, "alright have fun making a new account. have fun getting everything back." and she said, VERBATIM, "i will you motherfucker!" i told my dad this and he was in complete shock that a woman would call her kid a motherfucker over AN XBOX ACCOUNT. like, i know the pain of losing all your progress, but its time for her to grow the fuck up. she needs to get a real job with real income. she has a degree she can put to use and doesnt, instead she works for her fiancé who she gives money to, so she basically gets her money back when she gets paid by him. fiancé in question is also scum of the fucking earth and needs to die. i literally checked when i was last active too because my dad checked on his xbox and my status was 31 days ago and hers was 29 days ago. ???????

since i (apparently) don't have to be nice to her anymore i'm returning the gifts i got her for christmas. gonna get my 88 bucks back since my plan of being nice to her to hide the fact i messed her account up has been foiled!!!